Again, rejections. Right, it is a norm in life but this is like the important decision that would make changes in your life. Toronto's rejection has made me felt so. . . you fill in the blanks. Now I left with what? so few choices.

Yet i'm surpressing my sad feelings and just act like I can accept this fact. This has bothers me whole day. And I have nothing to keep me occupied. Movies? Well, I watched a series of hk tvb dramas. But in between, I just kept thinking and thinking. Would anyone even understand what do I feel?

I always thought I can handle stuff easily. I can get over things easily. But I think I am not in certain stuff.

Yes, telling friends may be a way, but the most they would say there are still hopes, maybe this uni will accept you, but I understand the situation more than anyone else. I know the chance is slim. Yet I want to believe that I would receive the best at the last min.

Stress for myself? No, it is my future, I want a good one, not a normal ordinary one.

I don't even want to tell my mum, sis or ama. Such a disappointment.

What can I do?

Cry hardly for mins?

Ohwell, I have no idea. ='(

Zick zack in the world of arts
Hooray! Presence is filled
Inducing signals

Lavishing the picture
Infinity ideas beyond
Never give up
Grandeur awaits

for you my dear zl~ =D